Aloof and scornful was I
Of Christianity and all that it implied
As a child, I could not understand
How a God, supposedly loving, so much would demand
I did not declare myself atheist
Nor dabble in other religions
But skeptical I remained, in the back of my mind
And certain the miracles could only be fiction
I went on this way for much of my life
Believing what I chose
Seemingly carefree, innocent, and blithe
But hollow somewhere, and sometimes morose
And then--I'm not entirely sure still what happened
But a change for the better it definitely was
I learned of my Saviour, I'm glad that I did
For I learned that, though strict, H
The rain it falls on my hands and feet
The rain it falls on my face
The rain it falls all upon the street
And every other place
Oh rain, let you cleanse me
And lift away the dirt
Oh rain, quench the dryness
And ease the dear earth's hurt
We've waited so long
For your sweet, gentle touch
Oh rain, when you're gone
We all miss you so much
The rain in the desert
Brings flowers to bloom
And animals to frolic
Awakened from dry swoon
The rain in the forest
Already so green
Evokes fresh new flora
And a spirit serene
And the rain in the city
Brings a fresh new smell
Even though in Seattle
We know rain so well
So cast away dry
The long warm days relinquished
To the bonds of school ideals
Trapped within the stifling desks
Inside heaps of drudgery sealed
In a blaze of unbidden glory
The summer's stolen memories
Flooding back to fill my mind
Late into the night
Plagued by grief-induced insomnia
For every precious moment
Lost and wasted
For all the joy, light, and laughter
That I had and could have tasted
Open the doors and let them in
Give them enough work to make their heads spin
And to top it off, extracurriculars
To bend reality, make it blur.
Satan's lies
Poisonous ammunition
And as simple as any route down
The road to perdition.
Wealth, luxury,
Sins of the flesh
Goals of the worldly
Hell and Earth meshed.
Peeling back
The layers of deceit
That masquerade as truth
When, truly, truth it defeats.
Eyes seem to see
But blinded by sin
Clouded by doubt
A web of falsehood spins.
Peering past the curtain
That enshrouds a cunning trap
Lucifer is waiting there
Your soul he yearns to sap.
Wandering aimlessly
Sunk in black-as-night abyss
You finally start to catch on
That something might be amiss!
The echoes in the gloom
Sinister screeching from faint to forte
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My Own Road to Perdition pt. 2 by vkitty9, literature
Literature
My Own Road to Perdition pt. 2
You turn away, stricken with horror
And disbelieving the fate that is soon to be yours
The rift through the center yawns wide like a tiger
And by a demon you're prodded toward hell's gaping door.
You fall to your knees
Lips moving with silent prayer
A hopeless plea—but the grain of faith
Is sent flying through the air.
Almost at once your appeal is granted
Winged beings appear, shimmering in the heat
Drawing great swords, they approach you,
Delaying no further, the demons they defeat.
Appalling howls and yowls of pain
Insult to injury—and at that, indignation
The demons are cast into the fiery pit
And you are free of the bonds
She was tall
Her skin was fair
Her clothing had elegant flair.
Her eyes were grey
Her hair was black
For dancing she had quite a knack.
Her feet were small
She was entranced
Upon the soft white sand she danced.
The sky was dark
The weather fierce
Into the ocean lightning pierced.
The ocean roared
She did not hear
Nor betrayed a trace of fear.
Without a word
Her arms opened wide
And I heard her soft quick sigh.
The ocean snatched
Dear Caroline away
She was not missed till the next day.
Where did she go?
I could not say
And this sort of secret is not betrayed.
Beware the ocean
Tis a wily beast
Upon hapless young girls
I'm setting you free.
Every time there's a link
Between you and me
You try to get away,
And I'm just here to say:
I'm letting you go,
I'm setting you free.
I untie the cord
That binds you to me.
Still, I can't seem to forget
Through sleepless nights, I'm growing so tired
To my sanity this has become a threat
Yet still I can't escape; I'm hopelessly mired.
Glittering strands of gossamer thread
Woven between us, they can't be broken
Till one of us finally departs this world—yes, only if dead—
And you know it as well, though never spoken.
How can you leave me?
Abandon me like this?
It always seemed a cruel dream
Reduced to l
I'm trying to get over you
But darling it's so hard to do
When every single move
Makes me love you more.
Love makes me crazy
It makes my world hazy
I haven't done my work
In days.
Because my every thought
Is of your face
Everywhere, everyplace.
Your vision haunts my days.
My life which was so perfect
Now is just full of hurt
And it's all your doing
And you don't even know
I'm never alone.
You're everywhere with me
I just can't see
A life without you and me.
Together.
It's so strange because we never were
But if it came true I'd wish it like that forever.
I try to quote Shakespeare
To drive you from my head
But sure
There was a day when I could live without you
A time when we were just friends
And my dreams were not filled with your image
But all that has come to an end.
Now during the day I long to follow
At your heels and everywhere
And in the night I writhe, tortured
By the knowledge that you never cared.
But still I long to be your companion
Happy only am I by your side.
So I will wait, and love in silence,
Lingering now, my time I will bide.
And still you insist that friends we must be
And say all my secrets I can confide
But I can't, my love, and why can't you see?
That essentially my secrets eternally I'll hide.
So forget everythin
It's not working any more.
I turn off the light, I shut the door.
Did it ever work before?
It was not true.
The love in me, the love in you.
How hazy was my rosy view.
It hurts too much.
The playful words, an accidental touch.
I should have known it would be such.
This has all happened in the past.
The love I imagined never lasts.
But the lovely dream always ends too fast.
This fragile hope has been smashed.
I should have known
It would be so.
A shadow overcasts the glow.
I find it hard to unloose my grasp
Upon the hope to me I clasped.
But with a sinking heart I gasp,
And relinquish what I never had.